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Chapter 12

KASHISH

Finally, the day has arrived, and I'm going back to Bangalore. I had spent almost 30 days fighting mosquitoes every night and had khichdi for almost 15 days. I'm awarded as the most rule-breaking student in the camp.

I must say my superiors are so rude and dominating, except Major Arjun Rathore. He is sweet and gentle, not like that asshole. Tonight we all going to have a party and it is organised by the soldiers. They are the most entertaining people on earth, except my beast. Wait!! Wait!!

He is only a beast, not my beast. Stop thinking about him, Kashish, don't spoil your mood on your last day.

"Hey guy's attention", Major Arjun's words made us turn our eyes at him.

"You guys've worked really hard since last month and I hope that you had learnt many things", he added, and everyone replied immediately, "Yes, sir!!"

"Well, tonight, we are going to party hard all night as we aren't going to be strict with you- enjoy your last day with us", he chuckled. "So, are you ready for it?" he asked loudly.

They decorated the whole ground with lighting. It's bonfire night. The corner table is full of delicious dinners and drinks. I'm excited for the celebration.

"Yes, sir!!" we chuckled together. Everyone is present here, except that jerk. I know he gets annoyed by the human presence. But he doesn't know that is not human presence, which made him grumpy- he himself is an annoying guy.

The soldier sings a song. Wow, what a voice. He holds a mike in his hand while other soldier dances to his rhythm. "Once more- once more", everyone chuckled together.

"Sir, what about the dance battle?" Akshat said, and I turned my eyes at him. "I mean, you can't dance better than us", he challenged to major Arjun. "Is that so cadet?" Major Arjun said while tapping his shoulder, and his light tap made Akshat leaned forward.

I giggled; guess what he challenged that man? "Sounds interesting!!" Major Arjun said.

"Okay, we divide into two groups. Team A cadets and team B soldier", Akshat said, and Major Arjun nodded. Nisha and Amrita freeze their opened mouth for 10 minutes after seeing soldiers in their combat t-shirts. They all looked charming and hot as well.

"Close your fucking mouth", I said and they immediately shut their mouths. Thank God, I chose to wear a skirt and crop top with a leather jacket. I love to dance insanely, and no one has dares to beat me.

(Play Ishq Dance from jab tak jaan)

The battle started with Akshat. Is that soldier's trained themselves from Prabhu Deva? I mean I'm shocked to see their moves. Akshat messed up with the wrong guys. I don't think Team A could win this battle. But wait!! I've not performed yet, and only I can beat them.

I'm not overconfident!!

I took out my leather jacket and threw it on the ground, like heroines do in movies. I started performing the moves. My moves have fire and attitude. Each step screamed that no one could beat my team.

I can say that I myself enough to make every soldier gulp their saliva. I beat each soldier. The last one is one of my favourite soldiers, Major Arjun. But after 5 minutes, I beat him too. "Wow, wow", everyone chuckled. "We won- we won!!" I let out happy screams.

The feeling was like I won the dance India dance competition. I was hell-happy, like a kid. My whole body is sweating. I exhaled warm steam as started to shiver after all I wear crop top. I somehow hoaxed the officers and started smoking far away.

I was so busy making smoke rings when my eyes suddenly met Ranvijay. He was sitting on the Jeep's bonnet. He constantly staring at me without blinking his eyes. His stares made me shiver. am I looking hot? Of course, darling!!

Why he always sit alone? He didn't interact much with any of them. And our one-on-one conversations always ended with heated arguments. I doused my cigarette and walked out there.

Tonight's weather is breezy and has lots of fog. I joined them again in celebration. "What are you drinking, Nisha?" I asked while she curled her lips. She extended her cup to me. I smelled it. "Rum!" she blinked her eyes. "Where did you get that?" I chuckled.

"Arjun Sir gave us permission to have it, but within limits", she gasped. Arjun sir betrayed me!! Why didn't he ask me to have rum? I sighed in annoyance. I grabbed the glass from the passing boy and gulped it.

I turned my gaze to him while he frozen his shocked eyeballs at me. "What!!"

"Bitch, you finished my drink", he grunted. "Sorry, actually, I'm stressed", I said with a nervous chuckle. He sighed and walked out. Maybe he is pissed off.

(Play Ishq Shava by Shilpa Rao)

We are dancing like hell. I was intoxicated-not much, but enough to do stupid things. I'm enjoying the celebration, then suddenly I feel water drops on my body. It's raining-the most cherished thing happening to me. Everyone left the ground in a hurry and went to their camp, but I remained here.

"This is heaven!!" I love rain!! I leaned up with my face to the sky and spread my arms in the air. I was dancing crazily while closing my eyes. I didn't feel cold. The song was still playing in a loop, forcing me to rhythmize my body with it.

Suddenly, my back got thrust with a solid thing. I opened my eyes while gasping. I could feel his nostrils warm air on my bare back. I still gasped heavily. The thing behind me is warm.

"What are you doing in this fucking rain?" a husky voice boomed against my earlobes. His lips kept touching my earlobes. I know this cold voice. It's Ranvijay.

His voice makes my heart beat crazily. I turned my gaze at him. "You, I didn't expect you here- I thought you only loved to spend time with yourself", I said in low breath while his glares paused at me.

"You are the reason I got wet in this fucking rain- otherwise, I hate rain!!" He used his usual cold tone. "Really!!"

Yes!! He replied while tugging my shattered hairs behind my ears. He wears a black combat t-shirt. He made me gulp my saliva simultaneously. He looked hot and sexy as well.

"Go to your camp now, as you will get sick", he said while making me wear my leather jacket. "Nope!!" I jerked his hands.

"I want to enjoy my victory", I said while his hands were still in the air. He leaned towards my lips-only air can travel between our lips. "Parted your lips", he said in breath, making me tremble my lips. "Why!!" What is he upto? I don't have any idea. "Do it", he repeated while his eyes paused at my lips.

I parted my lips and exhaled steamy mouth air. "Are you drunk?" he asked, and I nodded. "Btw, which type of victory are you celebrating?" he gasped. He is still close to my lips.

"I beat all the soldiers in the dance battle-isn't it great?" I chuckled. "You know what!! There is no one who can match my rhythm and beat me", I said proudly. I distanced myself from him.

"You forgot to get entangled with me", His words instantly dropped my bright smile. "I could beat you and match your rhythm", he said. Did he challenge me? It was raining heavily while breeze winds were blowing, and we idiots were challenging each other. He is insane, like me.

RANVIJAY

"I will surely come tomorrow, sir, jai hind", I cut my phone when my eyes fell on her. She was dancing like a fairy. I have never liked the rain before, the reason I admire the rain today is her. While seeing her, I didn't realise that my steps were automatically walking towards her.

It looks like she came straight to heaven. Her waving hair! Her thin waist! Her lips! Her smiling lips! She is unaware of what is happening around her because she is so into herself. I reached for her and remained standing until her back collided with my chest.

My heart skipped for a moment, as I already mentioned that I can't resist her closeness. I'm drenched in rain only to get close to her. You're an asshole, Ranvijay, and insane as well. My inner voice is like a fly in the ointment.

"Go to your camp now, as you will be sick", I said while putting on her jacket. She looked fucking hot and sassy as well. I touched her body from toe to head with my glances. i must say black make her irresistible?

Her kajal is perfectly set in her eyes, making her more desirable. Her red lipstick makes her hell sexiest. I never knew that black and red have a fire combination. Her drench body made me gulp my saliva.

"Did you know? How to dance, Major?" She let out a big laugh. "Sorry-sorry, I have the delusion that you could only get annoyed or angry," she said while choked her breaths with laughs. Is she underestimating me?

I grabbed her waist and pulled her to my chest. She got flinched. She clenched my collar in her fists. Her heart started beating insanely as her breasts kept touching my chest.

"I know how to move my legs very well", I said while my fingers got tighter on her creamy waist. She flickered her eyes. "Are you afraid of me?" I asked. "Nope!!"

"I watched it how your smooth and stunning moves had dominated my officers", I smirked while she winded her eyes. "Were you watching me secretly? You ass..." she said but I cut her off, "Correction needed-I was watching you from distanced", I replied.

How can I take my eyes off when you are in front of them? It is beyond my control.

"Okay, I'm ready, but are you ready to lose?" She asked mischievously. "Let's see if you can match my rhythm and beat me", she said while I blinked my eyes. I like challenges too, and when it's about her - I can't miss any chance to get close to her.

(Play Janam Janam by Arijit Singh)

I slid my arms around her waist and tugged her against my chest. She slid her hands up while touching my arms and ended up gripping my neck. She leaned down with her upper body in the air while I rolled up against my chest. She pushed me away while I took one step and started rustling my finger from her thigh to her waist.

I spread her arms and tugged them up in the air. I slowly slid down my hand, making her whole body shiver, while my rough lips kept touching her bare back. My hand slid down slower than rain but affected her more than it.

I rolled her up to me while gripping her waist. She bent her knee and tugged it on my thigh, and I leaned my body 180 degrees, holding her. Her grip got tighter on my hair.

My insane moves mess up her hair. I pulled her back against my chest from behind, gripped her waist tightly, and tugged my head with her face. She started breathing heavily, even me.

"You lost it", I said and she gasped. "Didn't I warn you that you can't win with beast?" I curled my lips to her cheeks and murmured against it. I was so into her that I lost control over me.

I slid my finger to her lower abdomen, and she gasped. She feels orgasm. Fuck!! She leaned her head back on my shoulder. I could see her restless beats through her throat. I stopped my finger rustling and turned her towards me.

She was so close to me while her eyes were closed. She opened her eyes. Our eyes were pinned to each other until we got so close to each other's lips. My heart is beating insanely. Please, Kashish, push me away, or I will kiss you again.

Wait!! Ranvijay, she is going to be apart from you forever, and I don't think you will meet her again. Kissed her and erased her entire memory with it. What if she slapped me in return, as she is awake now?

I cupped her neck with my hand and unclenched her lips with my thumb. She exhaled warm steam at me. I bit her lower lips and sucked it until she wrapped her upper lip to cover mine. My chin started to tilt towards hers.

She kissed me, and that forced me to kiss her harder, with only thin silk between our lips. She moaned, making me gasped. She cupped her free hand over my head while gripping my hair tightly. My beard caressed her cheeks. My one hand cupped her neck while the other one squeezed her waist.

Rain makes our first mutual kiss passionate and steamy !! It was like dream came true when she kissed me back. I was about to get touch her tongue. When!!

I gasped, and she pushed me back. "Ranvijay, you have to stop it!!"

Shame welled up inside me. 'You're right. I shouldn't have. I'm sorry. I have to stop." I said. She immediately left the ground, leaving me alone behind.

She must be angry with me. I shouldn't have listened to my inner voice. Why I did it? You are insane, Ranvijay!! You are completely insane.

KASHISH

"What's wrong with you, bitch? You kissed that asshole", I was shocked. That's why I do not drink because it makes me intoxicated enough to do stupid things. I did a sexy and hot dance with him - and it's not ended here- I kissed him like seriously.

"Babes, what happened to you?" Nisha chuckled from the blanket, but I ignored her like air. I'm never going to like rain again because it will remind me of the kiss every time. "Kashish, please change your cloths- or else you will get sick", Amrita said.

I was not able to come out of this shock, but somehow I managed to change my clothes. "Kashish, come here as we are gossiping", Nisha chuckled, but I ignored her got down on my bed.

"You guys continue, as I'm tired", I said and hibernated myself in the blanket. "You shouldn't have kissed me, major" I murmured while pressing my mouth against the pillow.

Why are you cursing him for the accident? Aren't you too responsible for it? After all, you were the next one who take the initiative in passionate kiss.

You messed up, Kashish....you messed up!! How are you going to make eye contact with your senior? no one dare to talk to him or face him and you!! You danced with him, gripped his neck- touched his lips, and sucked them.

You are braver and more courageous than I think, bitch!! Stop cursing me, and let me sleep peacefully. I put my hands to my ears and slid a blanket over my face.

"Did you pack the bag, Kashish?" Nisha asks, and I look at my bag again. "Yeah, I'm done!!" I said.

I already packed my bag in the early morning, as I want to leave the place as soon as possible. After the night's incident- I don't want to face Ranvijay. It's so embarrassing-I mean, I kissed my superior, nothing is worse than it.

"Guy's make yourself comfortable, and all the best for your future", Arjun sir said. I rolled my eyes all around just to be sure that he was not around. "Come on, Kashish, let's get in the bus", Nisha said, and I nodded.

"Sir, can we say goodbye to Ranvijay, sir?" Amrita asked, making me rolled my amazed glares at her. What's wrong with her? Why is she dying to say goodbye to that asshole? His name makes my heart beating insanely.

Why am I affected by his name? I wiped the sweat from my forehead. I took a deep breath. "He can't be here as he is busy with his paperwork, but he sent his best wishes to all of you", Arjun sir said.

I think I know why he can't be here. He is avoiding me just like I do. Thank God he did this; otherwise, his presence would make me awkward. I took big steps towards the bus. I paused my steps. "What happened!!" Nisha asked.

"Wait!! I think I forgot my phone inside the camp", I said to Nisha, and walked out to grab my phone. I stepped inside the camp and grabbed my phone from the corner table. "Thank god!! I got it", I turned my heels to leave but got flinched. I groaned and leaned against the wall.

It's Ranvijay. "What are you doing here?" I nervously asked, but in a raised tone. It looks like he is waiting for me. My eyes met the floor, as I didn't have the courage to look into his eyes. We have a one-step gap between us. I let out a deep breath.

(Play Saans Song Instrumental)

He looked at me intently but doesn't utter a word. "Did you hear me? Leave me-I'm getting late", I repeat, trying to be more polite than the last. He silently stares at me while I'm waiting for his apology.

"Are you upset with me?" he asked. Seriously!! He is just kidding me. I mean, he kissed me passionately without my consent. He must be, and he should be sorry. He is taking so much time.

He doesn't have any intention to apologise to you, bitch!! Go away from him. For the first time, I feel like I need to listen to my inner voice more than my mind.

I pushed him and turned my heels to exit, but he grabbed my wrist. "Listen, Kashish..I'm so sorry for what I did", he finally apologizes. "Leave me, as I'm getting late major", I said.

he pulled me harder and tugged me against the wall. "What's wrong with you? Why are you so dominating every time?" I let out a nervous breath. "You must be angry with me, aren't you?" he asked.

"It was my first kiss, Major, and you just spoiled it...umm...I was supposed to kiss a guy whom I love not- not you", My voice has frustration. The assumed expression on his face magnifies, and he mumbles. "It was my first kiss too!!" he said.

Really, he is almost 8 years older than me, and he hasn't kissed any girl yet. Of course, any girl doesn't want to kiss a rude and arrogant guy. "I'm sorry about the kiss", he again apologised.

I bite my tongue, trying to keep my rude comment to myself. "Fine, forget it-I accept your apology", I said. I pushed him and walked out.

Now, I don't want to face him again in the future. I hope I will never get a chance to see him again. Do I sound egoistic and heartless? I don't care!!

RANVIJAY

Finally, I headed to Pune after completing three months posting. Tomorrow will be my engagement with Meera. Mousi called me yesterday and threatened me to be on time, but still I'm late. I was supposed to come two days ago.

The cab stopped making me look outside. It was raining outside. Pune weather is more unexpected than my nature. This rain and traffic jam. I looked back to the cab and leaned my head to the back side.

"Sweetheart, you will surely get dress according to your taste", I heard the girl's voice passing by, making me open my eyes. I looked outside the cab. It was Kashish, for sure!! I can recognise her voice even in a crowd. It's Kashish's voice. I got down from the cab just to check on her.

I rolled my eyes all around, but I didn't find her. How is this possible? The voice vanished in the air. "Sir, please get in the car-it's a green light, sir", cab driver said. I gripped the cab door and sat inside.

Did I get hallucinations about her, or did I just miss her? I sighed in annoyance. Her voice made me restless.

I reached home. My house is fully decorated with lights, giving me anxiety attacks. What could be worse than marrying beyond your wishes? But I can't disrespect my mother's wish.

I don't know why I wander whenever I visit home. I try to move my feet, but they just won't budge. But somehow, I managed to get inside. All of my family members were busy in preparation for my engagement. I'm exhausted from travelling, so I walked to the staircase leading to my room.

"No one has ever bothered me except the human presence and my stepmother, but it seems like you have a special exception", Fuck man!! I'm still remembering her; I have no control over my thoughts, and it makes me annoyed.

I think I need to drain my frustration out of my mind, so I got up from bed to get whisky. "You need to help me fade away her thoughts", I gulped the whole whisky neatly in one shot.

"Ahhh, it's bitter, but I need this", I just wanted to treat my heartache with alcohol. I felt a little better.

"Sweetheart, you will surely get dress according to your taste", her voice boomed in my ears again. I felt restless again with her thoughts, and these thoughts would surely kill me. Even the bitterness of alcohol couldn't help me get rid of her.

(Play Deewana Kar raha hai by Javed Ali)

"Was that Kashish? But how can it be possible? She is in Bangalore, then how did I hear her voice here?" I murmured. Her voice had completely absorbed my mind. I was feeling extremely restless.

"Why the fuck is she so into my mind? It's like she gets under my skin", I gulped 2-3 shots of whisky. That's why I warned you don't get too close to her or else you'll end up hurting yourself, and now look at yourself, Ranvijay!!

I love her; how can I stay away from her? I kissed her, I thought that would be the last way to get over her. But she reciprocates my kiss, which makes me crave her more than earlier.

"I wish I could make her mine", I said looking in the mirror. All I could see in the reflection of my eyes was her!! Only her!

"She has somebody else in her life, so stop thinking about her", I have almost taken 4-5 rounds in my room while holding a glass of whisky, but still my mind has only one thought, Kashish.

The weather outside was calm and refreshing, but why even the cold winds weren't able to reduce my restlessness? Why the hell am I not able to divert my thoughts?

I'm going to be engaged with Meera tomorrow, but why the hell can't I stop fantasising about Kashish?

why ?

Delulu Next chapter - Ranvijay will know that anklet girl is her kashish !! stay tuned !!

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