KASHISH

I cleared my throat. "Riya, I want to confess something", I said while earning her surprising gaze. That's why my mom always said that I couldn't digest any secrets. She shrugs her shoulders while having coffee.

"The superior in Manikaran I kissed is-is," my words stuck in my mouth as the confession was scary and creepy as well. "Could you please finish after-is?" she scrolled through Instagram. "Is Ran...Ran...Ranvijay" I completed.

She spitted the water on the table. Her spit spoiled my sandwich. Everyone in the canteen looked at us like we had committed a crime. "What!! You kissed your boyfriend's brother", she shrieks. She is too loud. I dropped my head on the table in embarrassment. "Can't you express your feelings in a lower tone, bitch?" I cried in a barely audible voice.

She tapped my back. "Get up and face me", I tilt up my face. "Why didn't you tell me earlier about this?" she bickered while I shifted my glare at her. "I myself got to know that he is my boyfriend's brother when I collided with him in his engagement", I sighed.

"You kissed my prince charming", she started crying. He is not her prince charming. I don't know when she will accept reality.

"How can you kiss him?" She sighed in annoyance. "It wasn't planned kiss, Riya. he kissed me and I reciprocated it-that's it", I defended myself. Actually, it wasn't my fault at all. I was drunk that night that's why I initiated this.

He was responsible for that kiss. Because I wont kiss that asshole in my awakened state.

If I got stuck on an island for my entire life and had no sex life, I won't touch him. He will be the last person on earth for whom I'll be desperate and crave. Btw, he is now someone else property. And I don't think I'm going to collide with him again. Well, that's a relief!!

"Which one was hot? Ranvijay or Vikrant?" Her words made me land back to the canteen. She flickered her eye brows with the brightest smile she could have. I can't believe that she is my friend. "What type of question are you asking me?"

"Straight question! Who was better at sucking your lips?" She looked at me, making me sighed. She is so desperate to know about it. Well, I must say Ranvijay is the wild kisser. I mean, I don't like his dominance and aggression, but that night when he dominated my lips with passion, I loved that.

I got sensations throughout my body while thinking about that night. "Vikrant", I said, but my facial expression didn't support my words. "Really!!"

Yes! I nodded.

"But it seems like you are lying to me", she said with doubt. I pulled my chair and stood up. "Okay!! Then accept my lie", I grabbed my bag and walked out.

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"Hey, darling, what's up?" Vikrant' said while I felt his arms wrapped around my waist. He kissed my cheeks once, twice. He was behaving differently today. Why is he showering so much love on me?

"I'm good!" I unclenched his grips and turned myself towards him. "Are you okay? I mean, that ass-hole isn't bother you", he stroked my hair and said. But my face has an annoyance. Not annoyance! It has anger!

"Nope!" I'm okay!" I grinded my teeth. "Why are you so angry with me?" I earned his innocent glanced which fuels my anger. "Oh, you are angry with me because I was not there that night", I rolled up my eyes at him, "But I was busy on that day- I swear"

"I know you must be busy that night, like you were 3 hours ago at the garden", I grabbed my book and began to walk, as I don't want to talk to him. "Wait! What!! What do you mean?" He sounds so innocent.

Vikrant was kissing a girl on the couch, and she must be his best friend. After all, he denotes all girls as her best friends. "You can't leave like this. I'm not done talking to you"

"But I'm done, please leave my hand", i said while he pulling me to his chest. "I know you have eyes too, but why don't you believe me?" I pulled him back.

"Because my eyes were on you that night, you were on the same porch but in distance when that asshole tried to molest me. And you didn't even glance at me as you were too busy kissing your so-called friend."

I'm not that weak to wait for her boyfriend to rescue her. I know how to protect myself. And I'm not a stupid to understand what it means to kiss your friends.

"Whenever I try to kiss you-you just come up with some topic to have a fight with me", he said while i turned my heels to face him. What! Does he think I'm making excuses to stay away from him? Dud, you never gave me allure where I make excuses to get close to you.

"I never complained about your friendship with your friends", he said while his hands were in the air. "You can't because I've not kissed every male friend of mine. I have a healthy and pure friendship with my friend", I said in anger.

"Let's break up, Vikrant, as I don't want to run the relationship, and I don't think our relationship would work out", I said while he wided his eyes. "You want to break up with me!" he grabbed my wrist.

"Yes! You heard me right", I looked at his hand, which was hurting my wrist and then at him. "You can't leave me over the small issue- as you love me", he said while his grip got tighter on my wrist.

"Leave me, Vikrant, you are hurting me", I jerked my hand from his grip. "There is a difference between liking someone and loving someone. I always liked you but never loved you", I said, making him grind his teeth.

"What!! You don't love me" I blinked my eyes. "So let's break without making it worse", I said. I spent fucking seven months with him, and the tenure is enough to make me realise that I can't love him.

"I liked you, but that doesn't mean you can force me to stay in a relationship with you", I said and he smirked. "You find someone else, don't you?" I sighed in annoyance. He is out of his mind-I-I mean, how can he even say that?

"I don't want to answer this question, as I don't owe you any explanation" I turned myself.

"It means who has someone in your life. Did he touch you? Kissed you? Oh, that's the reason you want to break up", I want to slap him tightly. He is disgusting. I mean, he kissed every girl, but he accusing me. "You are ridiculous, Vikrant" I took some steps before held me by my arm.

"You can't leave me like this", he said while I turned my heels towards him. "You can't stay away from me. I will make you mine, for sure. No one can love you unless me", he sounds promised. "Kashish Dandekar, I will make you mine", I jerked his hand.

He can't do that, but he can dream about it.

I never had any problem with his friendships with girls. He kissed them in front of me, and it's never offended me. But he should know his limits. I liked him that it hurts to break up. Despite riya warnings, I let him come into my life, but he was not worth the chance.

I want a guy in my life who never puts anyone before or after me. Who loves me insanely and has only one desire, Kashish. Who wants to touch every layer of my body. who made me crave him. Who would consume me with his love and madness.

There is no one like him, Kashish!! After Vikrant, I'm sure about it.

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It's been 15 days since I broke up with Vikrant and 10 days since he passed out of college. "Bhaiya, bring me a tea", I chuckled while sitting in the cafeteria with Riya. It was 9 a.m., and we having our breakfast.

"Today's soup is disgusting", Riya said, sliding the bowl aside. "You can try a cheese sandwich", I passed her my sandwich. We were talking when someone interrupted us.

"Miss Kashish", he asked, making me turn my gaze at him. "Yes!!"

"You have a visitor", he said while I got confused. "Visitor for me-", I shifted my gaze to Riya. "Okay, I'll be there", I pulled my chair up and stood up.

"I'll be back", Riya nodded at my words. I walked out towards the visitor room, but before entering the room, I paused my steps.

Someone standing near pine tree while folding his hands. My slight glare touched his aura. My jaws reached the ground in shock while my eyes grew wide like a car's headlight. "Baba!!" I let out a big smile that had no voice. He is my father, who surprised me.

I run towards him and jumped over him to hug him. "Baba, are you here for real? I can't believe my eyes", My grips got tighter. It's been 13 months since I saw his face. "How's my sher baccha?" he said while petting my head.

"It seems like you never remember me, why did you stay so far away from me?" I cried like a 5-year-old child. Since childhood, I have craved for my father's love, but his profession doesn't allow him to love me. I hate RAW.

"Kashish, bacche look at me", he said in a breathy voice, but I don't want to break the hug. I'm crying continuously. I can feel his warmth-sweet home. If I broke the hug, he would run away again, for sure.

"Kashish, don't act like this baccha, it will be difficult for me to go away from you", he said in a muffled voice. "Kashish, look here", I lifted my face, and he leaned to my face. My father is a 6'4 man with a heavy voice.

"Oh my god, you wasted so many pearls", he cupped my face while big tears were rolling down my cheeks. "And look at your nose, it looks like tomato", he pinched my nose, and its forced a half smile on my face.

"Stop crying, if your mother looked at us, she would surely get furious at me to make our only daughter cry", he said while hugging me. He has a faint smile on his face. He walked to the bench while I followed him.

"You should take retirement from RAW as I want to spend my life with you", I said while my dad was wiping my tears. From the age of ten, I'm alone and crave for love. My mother left me in my childhood, and my dad loves his nation and RAW more than me.

"Early retirement, I'm just 43 years old, and I don't think I'm too old to work at RAW", he chuckled while caressing his beard. I glared at him with puppy eyes so his heart could melt. "I can work 10 years more in RAW", he punched lightly over my cheeks to break my mouth's anger balloon.

"I know you love RAW more than your daughter. You can stay away from me, but not from RAW", my voice has wrath while he holds his smile. He always said I look cute when I'm angry, as anger turned my cheeks into red ones. "Why didn't you choose a normal profession? At least that would have given me the reason to spend more time with you like other children's?"

He let out a big laugh. "If you don't like Baba's profession that why did you choose to be an army surgeon?" he cupped my face while earning my innocent gaze. "You always like that-you never seriously listen to my complaints"

"Give that work to your husband", he said while grabbed the bag that was next to him. "Baba!!" I sighed in annoyance. "Okay, look at this", He passed me a gift, and it forced a big, bright smile on my face. After ages, Baba brought me a gift. After ages mean, he never have enough time to do such things.

"Wow, baba, what's that?" I flipped the packet and was hell excited. That's how small things make me much happier than other things. "Open it!"

My body reacted faster than wifi. I started to unwrap the packet. I could see him looking at me, but I was so into my gift. "Wow, the dress and its green color, my favorite", I exclaimed in joy while shifting my eyes to him.

"I love you, baba!!" I jumped to him and kissed his cheeks. "Your excitement expressed that you liked it a lot", he said while I'm still in his embrace. "Like it-I loved it" I leaned myself back to my place.

"It is your birthday gift", he chuckled, while I got confused by his gesture. "Baba, there are still 6 months left for me to turn 22, then why are you gifting me so early?" I asked while his eyes met the ground.

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VIJAYKANT (KASHISH's FATHER)

"How can I tell you, Bacche, that I'm not sure I will be alive on your birthday or not?" thought brushed my mind while my eyes had little moisture. "Baba, tell me!" I hide my tears from her and smiled before turned my gaze at her.

"This is your advance gift. I was quite busy these days what if I won't come on your birthday?" Her smile dropped instantly. "That's why I gave you an advance gift, and instead of being happy- you are doubting me, very bad Kashish", I said.

My work never allows me to spend time with her. I never showed love to her, and I could read her eyes which only wanted me to sit beside her and love her. Mera baccha!! "Kashish, I have to go bacche as I'm getting late", I said in a low voice.

Her smile turned into a sad one. "But you haven't spent an hour with me, I want more time to talk about us", she said while her beautiful eyes filled with tears. And in a few seconds, she started sobbing. "Kashish!!"

"Don't cry, baccha, you are my sher baccha, hmm", I said while she nodded. I wiped her tears and cupped her face. "I don't like it when you waste your tears",

"Listen, focus on studies, no masti, and no class bunks, okay", she shook her head. "Do not come outside your campus at any cost and don't talk to strangers, are you getting my points?" I said.

The terror that happened in Delhi was because of mine. My enemies targeted her at that time, but somehow she was rescued. I'm again on big operation and I don't want them to attack my daughter. It is my last meeting with her, as I didn't accept the operation. I signed the death note for me. I don't think I will come back to her.

I stood up. "Why are you behaving like this is our last meeting?" she said, hugging me tightly. "Explain these things to me later, but now show me love like I did", Tears were rolling down my cheeks. I wanted to cry loudly, but I couldn't. I kissed her forehead while gripped her in my embrace.

"I love you baccha, keep smiling always", I removed her from my grips. "Take care of yourself, okay, bye", I said but she didn't want to leave me as her grip on my hand got tighter. Leave me bacche, or else it would be hard to stay away from you.

I somehow distanced myself from her and walked towards the cab. I turned my gaze last time at her. My one hand gripped the cab door while the other was in the air to say goodbye to her. She is still crying as I can hear her sobs.

Deva, my daughter, will be left alone in this world. I request that please bring someone into her life who loves her immensely so she won't miss her parents. The person who can bring a smile to her face. No matter what situation arises, he shield her from every trouble. Who will do anything for her happiness. Please tie her fate to a beautiful person.

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KASHISH

After Three Month (when Ranvijay was on his mission)

I was shattered on the ground like a dead body. It was a dark room, or, I can say, prison. Why am I here? I don't have any idea. I was half conscious while I was lying on the floor. Insects and wild rats were living here as if the place were rotten, there were spider webs everywhere on the walls and along with them, and big spiders were roaming on the ground.

How long have I been here? My head ached as I struggled to assess my surroundings. I don't have any idea. Humans cannot survive in this horrible place, but animals do. There was also a muffled sound in the middle of it, which was my slow breathing. I haven't seen sunlight or any light for a long time. And now I'm scared of lights. My legs were chained, and I was kept in a condition worse than an animal.

My stomach ached, my throat dry-had I got myself into this mess? No, I think I've been abducted. Who are they? And why did they abduct me? Tears were rolling down my cheeks due to pain. Had I slipped, or had he hit me with something? The torture was unbearable.

I want to run away, but the room doesn't have any windows. My tongue stuck to the roof of my mouth as I heard the figure advancing towards me. I peered around the eerie room. Dust dulled each and every part of mine, just adding to the clutter in the already paltry squalor.

A distant thud echoed across the cold, hard floor, ricocheting into my ear. Someone was coming. Dreading their arrival. They have been torturing me for a long time. The footstep made me fearful, and I started to shrink my body. Bright light filled my horrible place as I heard the door creak open.

I flipped my eyes as light flashed at my face. "Boss, as per your order, we abducted her three months ago. We were constantly asking her about Titan, but she didn't utter a single word. We even tortured her like hell," a faded voice boomed into my ears.

I know him; he is the one who has beaten me every day when I didn't answer his question. I'm scared of him.

I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't. He took a step towards me, and my whole body automatically slid back and tugged at the wall. "I want to talk to her", I heard a new male voice. Has he brought anyone with him?

Suddenly, the water squashed against my face. Someone pulled me and sat me while tugging my back against the wall. Meanwhile, he was keep blowing a whistle, and it has melodies.

I could barely see him through my eyes. He pulled out his hand from his pocket to drag the chair from the side, and he sat in front of me. "Open your eyes, sweetheart; I want to talk to you", he said while rustling his finger on my face.

"Com'on, open your eyes, as I like to have conversation while looking straight into the eyes", I slowly opened my eyes while he titled my chin towards him. I wanted to scream, but I couldn't. I have never seen such a horrible person in my entire life.

My body started trembled. He smiles at me, making me sob. He must be 6'5 feet. He wore black. He has long hair that was tied, but some of his hair strands fall on his face. His one eye has broken. He has tattoos all over his body. He has piercings on his lips and on his left eye brow. I slightly turned my eyeballs in the left direction just to see his hand, which has only three fingers. He is such a horrible person.

Don't touch me. Please stay away from me!!

"Wow, what pretty eyes! Blue-ocean blue. I love the ocean, I have never seen such a pretty woman in my entire life", He caressed my face while I tried hard to dodge his touches, but I couldn't. His touches are creepy and disgusting.

"Who are you? What do you want from me? I don't know what the fuck you are asking from me. Please let me go home, please", I cried while begging him. But he smiled at seeing me like this. "You want to go home?" I nodded. "I will let you"

"First, tell me what you know about TITAN, where is it? Tell me", he asked. I don't know what the hell this TITAN refers to. And why are they asking me about it? "I don't know what it is or where it is, I keep saying this since I came here, please leave me", I started crying.

"She has only one statement-I don't know about it", a man chuckled as he stood behind this devil. "She is not answering because you didn't ask it properly" he said in anger. "Passed me cutter", he asked while my eyes grew wide in fear.

The moment was giving me fear and anxiety at the same time. What is he up to? They are already beat me with rod.

"Such a shame I'm going to torture and flay someone so gorgeous, hmm?" He said using the tip of the cutter to tilt my chin up. I burst into tears. "Kashish, please try to remember again",

"I don't know about it-I swear on god. "Please leave me", I crying while his eyes filled with anger. I think he got furious with my denial. "Don't worry, you will remember it"

He picked up my hand and placed the cutter between them. I tried hard to push his hand, but I'm helpless. In the blink of an eye, he flayed my nail from my index finger. I tried to hold back my screams and sobs, but I couldn't.

"Ahhh!!" I cried. Maa, it's hurting", Tears were rolling down my cheeks. "It hurt you", he started laughing. "Your shrieks are an indicator that you hurt", he continued.

"If you won't tell me where TITAN is, I will flay your entire nails like this and your skin from your bones as well, you get it, sweetheart", he said, and stood up while throwing the cutter.

"Use this method and make her open her mouth-you got it", he exclaimed in anger while turning his heels to exit. He again started to whistle. Blood started dripping like tap water from my finger. Why am I here?

I don't know. "Baba, please get me out of here, I'm in pain. They are hurting me, torturing me, and I can't bear this pain. Please come to me, baba", I burst into tears and fell unconscious on the floor again.

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Delulu Next chapter - "i'm so sorry raaje, mujhe aane mein dar ho gayi", stay tune!! can you guess who gonna save her.

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